SAVE ME.
Ulcer's giving me a bad time.
Sore throat is giving me an itchy throat which results in coughs.
Tend to get nervous when doing maths and then, i will start to bite my ulcer.
Ouch!

Paper isn't that easy afterall.
I am still trying.
Trying till the last minute.
Hope i can wake up tomorrow and no nightmares please.
I will not go to sleep on an empty stomach anymore.
Indeed it's true, going to sleep on an empty stomach will have nightmares.
T_T
Shall head back to maths now.
I so feel like sleeping.
BUT CANNOT!
Can't wait to end the paper.
That is like 70% load of my mind!
Just pray hard that i won't forget anything on 1010.
Yeaps.

After so long, you decided to dig the reason again. The reasons are clear. I question your motive for them. The main reason was always trust. At least to me. Since it isn't there, then just step back. Perhaps, it's time to stop pushing the blame and get on. Not that you are stuck here forever. I see you happy with her. And she is fine with you controlling. So what's wrong? Perhaps, it's time to get out of my life. I find it a waste of time to be talking about the problems of before since feelings faded. No more will i waste my time explaining. Explanations are useless