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I am about to go into tears! I am watching Gokusen now!
And i really envy those students with such teachers. If i had such COOL teachers and such COOL classmates. Awesome and a buncha friends that are willing to run in the night to help you and well, to tolerate punches for you.
AWESOME SHOW!

Really recommend to you peeps if you are really bored about your life and well, leading the worst time of your life.
Fine, you must be blabbering on and on that it's just a show. It's all fake but hey, how can you differentiate between what is fake and what is true?
Studying is not about getting good grades, it's about learning to face and overcome hardships.
People cannot live alone. That's why we all live to learn with others.
And i tell you, if singapore got such teachers, schools gonna be a better place. As many know, they say academic achievement is more important than anything.
Hearing the speech at the end by Yankumi, was...argh, touching!

No kidding. It may be just a show~ Or whatever but then, what she proved and what she said made sense. Well, like i have said, there is so much for me to learn. I remember my childhood ambition - to be a teacher. Yeaps. That was the very first ambition and that is still my ambition. Although i remember wanting to be a forensic scientist but i figured out that, i rather learn to be a teacher and well, i just love and want to be one that makes a difference.
LOL! I remember dragging a few soft toys on the floor and giving them maths lesson when i was very very young! I even did small textbooks for each soft toys when i was younger. And i will mark those textbooks. Lols! Cute-ness can! Hahas! I remember using the mini whiteboard that i used to love to buy and teach those fake students maths. And after every year, i will take my old textbook and PRETEND to mark them. LOL!
I remember wanting to be a geography teacher. I LOVE GEOG. yeaps. But then, seeing the course that i am in now, i seemed to be drifting far from that. So so so, i am working hard towards maths. I hate maths, and i know how it feels to be facing a paper and knowing nuts about that particular topic. So so so, perhaps i can help other students out there HATING maths. Because teachers nowadays really don't understand. LOLS!

Maths. I need to face maths, the one thing that i really dread. I realised that, most of the time, i am running away from problems or things i THINK i cannot accomplish. I realized this when i was in the camp. There are a few activities which i felt really made me realise this.
First activity was the individual relay. Every members' efforts contributes. I realized that i always feel that i can never do things alone. I will always lose out. And stuff like that. I wanted to run away. I wanted to avoid doing things. But then, i managed to complete the task. Even junejune felt so. It's like, thinking back, we wonder why we ALL committed so much? LOLS. Weird but we felt that we did something more than the usual. Lols. And another one was the Treasure Hunt. Once again, i thought i never can accomplish things alone. And guess what, i had to go alone and look for the cards. And i did it,of course asking around too. Junejune and i am shocked too. Because, before, we would be like, why bother running around? Why bother climbing up and down like mad people. But none of us is dry. Lols. And the human carrying up thing.LOLS!
So so so, now i know and now i will face all that is thrown at me and i won't dodge. Hehes. i will catch it and face it! = )
Heh heh!

Lols!
I love watching Gokusen. now i am watching season 2. I don't really want to watch it because it's KAME! But then, never mind, for the sake of teppei. Hehes.
Okies.

Back to blog later.
And i shall face everything with a smile!
Even with a totally sian-off thing. Never mind.
I understand and i must treat everything with a smile.