Let's have a last post before i head to sleep.
I predict today to be another tiring day!
Gonna head towning with sharon and sis i think.
Most probably if i can wake up(*meeting at 5*).
Ar!
Laziness is always the cost of all things.

You know how easy i come up with new and stupid theories for myself.
Thinking back, i got really alot of nonsensical theories and of course, some are abandon along the way.
What triggers the "thinking" button. And well, that button is solely for thinking of things that are well, nothing academic related. It's so pathetic to want to be the best and yet don't want to be the best. Contradicting once again! But i spend my past 16years of my life contradicting myself! LOL.
It's a norm already. Just saw a contact's nick. What is the point of being miserable?
And well, it just triggered that BUTTON in my mind.
Seem, i am not just playful, i think alot too!
So true. Ok, it's an emotion and you can't force yourself to NOT be feeling miserable when you are given shit in life right? But then, think again, why spend so much time whining and feeling miserable when it already happened. Like feeling miserable and giving that fucked up face helps in your life right.
Afterall, whether you are enjoying or suffering, you still got to walk on. Don't tell me you can choose the suicide route. Sucks.
And at times, i think, speaking up is super important. But till now, i am not following what i say. Got any displeasure, speak up. But i don't do this. I think, and if i feel that way, it means that way and my actions will act according to what i think. And so many times, i realise it's not that way. It's like, if i think that person is that way, i will "counter" it naturally. And now, i find it a waste of time because i am spending my energy on all the wrong things. Like pondering if this person is true or not. I don't care about your character. You can be a violent or whatever, but as long as what you say is true. I somehow realise how sucky that feeling is to doubt someone.
Yeaps.

right now, my thoughts are once again jumbled up and my stomach hurts like hell.
Gonna head to sleep now incase another case of serious stomachache starts.
Heh heh.
Oyasumi~