BACK AND TIRED

Just came back from mama house and i am so freaking tired!
And all of a sudden, i find that my family is small.
As in, my maternal side family. Very small.
But i tell you, i love them all.
Hahas!

Went to mama's house and what we ate for lunch?
KFC and pizzas! !
Yummmms.
Heh heh.
Pizza is yummy and the birthday girl arrive.
Heh heh.

And all the hoohaa.
Then one by one, all arrive.
= )
Then time to sing the birthday song!
And i tell you, this time, the aunties sabo yvonne and not us teenagers lo! All act like so good, will help her see got pple sabo her or not, end up, is they sabo her one~ This kinda aunties also have. MY MEEMEE in particular! Hahas! (*my meemee love to act cute can!*)

The vid....

I didn't know it was that pixel-ed. And it's very anti-climax because....i didn't took the whole thing..Hahas!

Sang Karaoke. And the number of ktv Vcds we have, i think we can compete with Kbox/party world.
And our family got our own TOMORROW!!
As in you know, the gay twin bro band - tomorrow.
Lols..who? Kevin korkor and jonathan. They...sang...not bad la.
But can you imagine two guys singing S.H.E song?
Hmmmms. I wonder. We all laughed like hell.
Hahas! And then the older cousins went up to play mahjong(*the one sport that comfirm is played at any occasion*), karen jiejie and landon left....and we went to play playstation with the baby boy darren. AND I TELL YOU, HE IS SO CUTE!!!! He is very tiny for his age. Primary two. But can't be blamed. He got heart problems and the amount of food he eats is really small. But his "mummy(for the day)" took good care of him. Hahas! And kenneth played with him. Tsktsk. At such a young age, he play ViceCity. Learn all the weird weird words. And he is violent in the game can! And it involves stealing cars and stuff. So when he was in the taxi, he OPENED the door! Dangerous can!
Omg!
Hahas. But poor jonathan got to leave for camp. First time seeing him in army uniform. Woahs!
Really grow up le. COOL CAN! Hahas! He look very like LiNanXing. Hahas! And when he was younger, he used to have this "currypok" hairstyle that is so similar to LiNanXing.
Lols.
And seeing Darren and kenneth play ViceCity, i can LMAO!
Hahas!

Then after that, sharon, sis and i went to the nearby park to have a stroll.. LOLS! Sounds so auntish!
Then went back and we are SUPER hungry!! So, we had our dinner at like 9.10pm!
Food was not bad. Crab was SUPER spicy. And i am semi allergic to shell stuff. Like crabs and prawnies. When my lips or my skin get in contact with their shells, they will itch. But then, shell food need to use hands eat one right??
Lols. Me and my weird body.
Then we watched crime watch there. And i tell you, i got 1001 reasons why i wouldn't want to get married(*besides the fact that....i will have prob looking for one! Teehee*) is that guys are very egoistic. Watching the crime watch and it's the guy chopping the wife and stuff like that. So, well, guys are not that reliable. Majority. But kenneth is really good husband material. Lols. He cleans the house (*really all!!*) and he takes good care of kids and he is nice. lols. See, we all got good blood. (*pukes*) Hahas!

Nice nice! Then "kaofu" sent us back!
Nice day.


HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY YVONNE!!


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I realized that there are so many things that you got to learn on your own. What others say wont get into your brain until you really think through it and stuff. I am hot-tempered?
I used to shake my head vigorously at this. But i realised i am hot tempered. I mean, it's not always but when there is something that trigger that button, i really get !#$$%. And it's super hard for me to pretend i am not angry. It's like, i don't like you or if i just don't like the way you do things, it all can be read easily. I don't feel so before although people tell me this. So, you will realise it when you gone through the period. Nods.
And i was sitting there thinking about everything. There are so many things that i don't like about. The way OTHERS think and the way OTHERS do things. Ok, i know it's none of my business but being this kaypoh kia, i get affected. But even if they bothers me, i would just keep my mouth shut. Minimize conflict? I just can't stand conflict. I would rather keep my mouth shut to prevent them. But it gets bottled up and things just blow at times.
For me, i think and i just forget it and i get happy the next moment. Because of this, there are short period of times when i get really depressed and all blows up.
It's easy to be happy and of course, there will be a period of re-charging time where i just want time alone and stone. The fact that i am kaypoh doesn't help. Irritating! Whatever expression i see, i will start to think WHY. Whatever words come out from the mouth, i start to think WHY. And i will think of 101 reasons why they link to me. And the sian-ness seeps in. Yeaps, that is me.

At times, i wonder why things happen that way and why things don't happen that way. And the more i think, the more puzzled i get. It's weird that..the guy allowing you to rely on, is not the guy you like. And it gets frustrating too. And the problem is i hate egoistic guys. Ok, not really hate but then....hmmms, can avoid then avoid. Watching crime watch gives me the creeps about such guys. A little bit, then must hit/kill? Abit sick lo. Like, guys can flirt and have many many girls, yet girls can't? And like many people(*read females*) say...once they(*read guys*) have $$, they go wild. So indeed, guys are very different creatures. So, when they say they will be with you forever, it usually mean that they will be with you till they got enough $$ to swing.
Females...it's really time to earn $$ and well, take up self defense skills. Pathetic can.
Like mama said, once that particular guy hits you, just leave immediately! You won't know when that person will take the knife. Scary. Hear le also give me the creeps!

Will you hit a girl?
Lols. Although now, we always say status quo. But still, hitting a girl...is...wrong~
Although i find it weird, but it's wrong mahs!
I think i better cut this entry short..need to stop first.. Hehe..there are still pictures..and vid!
TIRED!!

Vid links... (*CLICK) (*CLICK) (*CLICK) (*CLICK) There is still one vid of the TOMORROW singing!